Neither overflow through tears
nor written on papers
There are some pains
that only resides within heart veins.
Tell the happiness not to knock my doors
I can’t even welcome them
Tell the dreams to search someone else eyes
My eyes are moist can’t dare to weave them.
Your desires, I wish !
could see my difficulties
But in front of your ambitions
you can’t see anything else
Your game of making alive which is dead
and killing that again
How much my soul suffers
do you have any guess ?
My efforts are continued to smile all the time
but these eyes are deceiving them
My efforts are continued to hide my wounds
but this world is digging into them.
Every night sleeps in your thoughts
Every morning begins with your dreams
You have given me so much pain
that my soul cries even during sleep.
Neither by thundering clouds
nor by sparkling lights
I startled when there is a silent noise
In spite of denying my breath hear it
In this silence
A heart cries loud making no voice.
No destination, no desire, not a dream anymore
I am simply doing that gives peace to my heart
There would be a reason why i am breathing
Just because of that I am moving on the path.
If you stayed a stranger
so much would survive within me
The cost of knowing you
I paid losing myself
How to forgive you
How to forget everything
You character is still of disloyalty
wrapped in selfishness.
By Monika Jain ‘Panchi’
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